Maybe it didn’t sound that way to you but re-reading it, it sort of sounded that way to me. I meant it in a positive way. I have changed a lot over the past year and I feel like I am finally getting a grasp of my self again, and things are going well. I just don’t want to forget that. In the diary entry I wrote its time to start smiling again girl. It is and I am.
I got my canoe costume yesterday and Im really excited. I was talking to christina last night on fan and she was giving me all sort of advise. I have to say I think I am most excited because its a chance to show what I have got physically. What I mean is Im a small girl and I think a lot of the time people underestimate me because of that. But in reality I am a lot tougher then people think. haha I have just gotten use to using my size to my advantage.
I don’t really have anything else to say. I have work in an hour.
I was reading the bible the other day and I found this… I thought it was sweet
:Like a lily among thorns is my darling among maidens.