Incandescent Melancholia

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Derailed

This past month has been a mess. Everything completely derailed.  Its time to get things back on track.  Tonight my sister, mom and I went and got sushi and after my sister and I had a great talk.  It definitely brought me some great clarity.  Isn’t it amazing how sometimes talking to others has the power to open our blind eyes? Well, after talking I really just had to ask my self what the fuck I was doing.  This is…

pain, love and life: a thanksgiving

Sometimes things happen in our lives that are unplanned.  They tend to be some of the most beautiful moments, ones that completely rock the solid foundations we think we are standing on.  They also have the power to bring the most pain, because they were not accounted for to begin with.  You couldn't see them coming so when they do come it feels like fate, like something special, but when they leave we feel tricked. How could something we never…

The Socal Nomad

The title is fitting for me at the moment, but not in the way I would like. Currently I am roaming from Laguna to Anaheim and every once in a while up to Santa Monica. My life is as scattered as my mind is.  I go from work to school to my moms, driving more than 200 miles a week.   I'm living out of my car and I am over-worked, over-stressed and over everything.  As seen in my little…

New Years Resolutions

I am 23 today, so it is time to write down my goals for this year.  22 was a very interesting year, completely life altering.The end of a 3 year relationship, stepping away from Christianity, traveling in Europe, shifting political beliefs, quitting a 4 year job, moving to Laguna, but the truth is, this is just the beginning.  When you are on the path to truly find yourself, things can get messy. Hearts are broken and mended, friends are made…